st0ry ary niyh,iz ab0ut my feeling now..
korang na taw aper yg aq rase skg?..aq rase stress sgat2,trus trg aq katakn,aq still sygs dye sgat2. aq ta taw na curhatkn kt aner prasaan aq skg..s0 i thnk bl0g niyh tmpt t0x aq luahkn prasaan aq...
aq c0uple nan dye time tuh, 8 april 2010..aq rase bhagia sgat2 dpt couple nan dye..c0z aq mmg mnat dye...
aq ta sngka sbenar nyer dye puwn suke aq...lame gax la aq mnat art dye time tuh...n then tiba2 dye bgtw art kakak aq dye suka aq...aq trkejut lahh !!!
kteorg start msj2 n lastly dye mnx c0uple nan aq...trus trg aq ckap dye lahh first l0ve aq...mmg aq penah c0uple sblom niyh tpy ta penah serius cm niyh...aq terluka sgat nan dye c0z aq syunk dye sgat...
slama sthun 6 bulan kte0rg c0uple,tiba2 dye brubah prngai...lau aq msj dye rply lmbat sgat2..bak kate aq da sthun bwu na rplay...tpy aq sabar jer c0z aq taw dye bz nan kjew...dye slalu alek lmbt..aq puwn mlaz na mrah2 dye,kdg2 aq tnggu dye rplay msj smpai trtid0...s0k pgy aq tg0k hp...tpy dye ta blaz puwn..aq hampa n kcewa nan prgai dye...mule2 dluw,dye rajin sgat msj aq,b0le dikatakn stiap saat dye msj...dye ambek brt pasal aq slalu,,,
bila aq sakit dye call aq n suw0h mkn ubat..dye marah lau aq ta nak mkn ubat..aq rase dye caring sgat2..aq bhagia dpt bf cm dye...
keadaan brubah lpaz sthun hbngn kteorg ...bila aq demam 0r sakit dye ta pduli puwn..msj puwn ta,,aq sabar sgat2.smpai aq nngis seorg2..aq ta hrap dye call aq cm dluw..ckupla lau dye msj aq jer k0t???
aq syg dye sgat2.s0 aq anggap sume prubahn dye hnya sbp dye ta mau trlalu rapat nan aq c0z ta mau gnggu prskolahn aq jer,aq ta sngka dlm diam...dye da ade yg laen...
btapa hncur nyer aty aq time dye msj ajak aq putus..."ayg kita putus jelah,hubby putuskn ayg.."
itulah prkataan yg senang sgat2 dye ucapkn lpaz ape yg kte0rg jalani slama niyh..dye ta pkir puwn cmner prasan aq mase tuh,yg dye taw,dye da putuskn aq...patah aty aq saat tuh...ta sngka lnsung dye snggup buad aq cm niyh...aq ta taw ape slah aq...???
aq slalu jdy gf yg baek t0x dye,ape lgy yg dye ta puas aty sgat...aq ta sedih dye putuskn aq tpy aq sedih c0z aq kcewa sgat2 nan dye,,,skg aq rndu dye sgat2.baju dye aq peluk bila q rndu art dye,aq tgk balik pic kte0rg dluw...tnpa disedari air mata aq mgalir ke pipi...aq sedih sagt2. aq masih cintakn dye smpai saat niyh...
aty aq hncur luluh bila aq tg0k fb dye..."in a relationship" nan sese0rg...
aq nngis tg0k f dye...aq ta sngka smudah tu dye dpt pngganti aq...aq ta sngka slama niyh dye da ade yg laen..aq taw kte0rg ta sbngsa,c0z tuh dye ta dpt trima aq..aq iban n dye kdazan...mule2 dluw mmg fmily aq yg ta restu hbngn kte0rg,masa tuh cinta kte0rg trlarang...tpy bila fmily aq da 0keyh,dye plak buad hal...aq a taw nape dye wt cmtuh..mybe dye sngaja na sakitkn aty fmily aq k0t??
tpy nape aq jdy mangsa...????
dluw dye jnji mcm2 nan aq..."saya xkn tnggalkn awk"..."saya jnji akn shidup smati nan awak"...itulah antara jnji dye,ta b0le dipercayai lngsung !!!...aq rase bd0h sgat2 c0z trmakan jnji palsu dye dry mulut mnis dye tuh... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!
tpy apepn aq mgaku yg aq msih syg dye sgat2 smpai saat niyh...
aq ta pernah lupakn dye,even dye da lukakn aty aq sgat2..aq msih cnta dye,,aq ta pernah benci dye..
0keyh la..niyh la cter aq ary niyh..aq tulis p0st niyh khas t0k lelaki yg da lukakn aty aq iaitu FAZLEY BIN JAMAN....trima kasih sgat2 sbp awk pernah mnyayangi sya slama niyh,mybe ktew ta de jd0h la knn...ta pew lahh,sya da maafkn awk n anggap awk as kawan sya...
da la sume,sya mlaz na tulis agy...nty sya rase sedih plak...bila tringatkn dye n mem0ri kte0rg dluw..laen x mia p0st agy eh,,,daaa...bubye alll...
love u0ll sgat2..muax3!!! sayang korg ketat2....hehehe, bbye...<3
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| awak da hncurkn hty sya sgat2.... |
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| sampai hty awk buad sya mcm niyh...arghh !!,,, nape awk baud cm niyh,ape slah sye???? |
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